January 2011
88 posts
December 2010
110 posts
Lover Dearest,
It hurts me to say that I want you to stay but it might be alright if you go, so leave me.. Oh I’m not sick of you yet, that as good as it gets? I’ll just hide it.. Ohhh I could slip into you, it’s so easy to come back into you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdtUR_KibEs
^Mariana’s Trench - Lover Dearest.
Things are looking up
oh finally
I am excited/anxious/hopeful/nervous/happy...
I had forgotten what this felt like.
An Annoyance:
People get these tremendous hopes as if their lives are going to drastically change because the DATE changes on our phones, calenders and other devises to the next year. Then most just sit back and wait for whatever awesome changes they think are heading their way. Errmmm…. STUPID.
Thoughtful...
1. Something I have recently learned: Just because a person does not fit into the spot you wish they had originally, we must still be happy they fit somewhere. We should be grateful to connect with one another in whatever ways we can.
2. I have an opportunity to connect with someone new. I am not sure in what way, but I am eager and excited and open to this particular could be friend.
3. I am...
Just take a deep breath
and let it go
I cannot think of the right words
to describe how I have been feeling the last couple days. Uneasy, uncomfortable, anxious, indifferent, apathetic. I really don’t know. I just want some comfy blankets, some good movies and/or music and to block out most of the world for the next few days… And maybe someone to keep me company.
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"So did ya get it in last night fag"
^My best friend Caitlin is home for winter break. She’s so tiny and has such a mouth on her. I love it. There is more than half a bag of wine from a box rolling around my back seat right meow. I need to go find whatever clothes look most clean and least wrinkled on the floor and get ready to go out. So girly right?